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Name: Sara
Birthday: 5/1/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Thinking, napping, praying, laughing, camping, my kick-ass horse, the beach, kayaking, bike rides, Asheville, St. Augustine, my Dad's stories, homemade postcards, Burt's Bees, rum and Coke, sandals, tile floors, open windows
AIM:  nootherway89
Member Since:
11/5/2006
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Yeah boy.
Today has been a popsicle day.
Too bad we have no popsicles.
And a Vigilantes of Love day.
I'm glad I've got them.
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| I really don't keep up with what's new and hip in the world of entertainment. But dude, the Genghis Khan movie is out...and I want to see it. I tried calling Hannah...but she's busy tonight. And I don't think she geeks out as much as I do with historical movies. But we're seeing it tomorrow night...and I'm stoked.
Played some guitar today after work. I realized I have no skill and very little knowledge, even after taking a whole semester class. Frick. Maybe somebody at Flagler can teach me.
Today somebody attempted urging me to buy a ticket to Warped Tour. Heck no. I've gone once before, and I don't think I'll go back. The atmosphere is alright...if you can ignore all the dumb shit happening around you. Concerts are tight...but Warped Tour is overflowing with angsty kids running around with smell Vans on. Not my scene (anymore at least).
Been on a Copeland kick lately. I listened to them non-stop for a whole summer. And even after that. Then I got tired of his voice...and I started digging more acoustic stuff. In Motion is still tight. And I'm glad.
Alright. I'm off to the bookstore.
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| My bike is finally finished. Yellow and awesome.
I'm making lists of things I need for my dorm. And I keep losing them.
Sometimes, my body needs to recharge. I slept from 5pm yesterday to 9:30 this morning. Freaking nuts.
I miss my friend Scott. He has been in Tanzania for the past two months, and I'm ready to have him back.
The fireworks in St. Augustine were great. Much better than UF's.
I can't wait to move there...
Been thinking a lot about compromising...not in ways that I should, but in ways that I shouldn't. And how God doesn't want us to compromise anything...especially with things out of our control. I spend a lot of time convincing myself that I need something, when the signs are blaring that I don't. Praying for direction always helps, though.
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| Alive...and somewhat well. I think it's safe to say my brain has been
on turmoil mode for the past week or so. Maybe month, who knows. Inner
turmoil...really. I am a stickler for timing, and making the right
choice. The one that I believe will give me the best outcome. Impulse
is not a strong part of my character...up until lately.
Mindless...really. I hate it...but not when I'm doing it. It's like
this huge clash of the Titans in my head. Do the right fucking thing
vs. you only live once. My actions have been the "you only live once"
type. And my day to day life? I isolate myself and get caught up in
books and music and painting and riding...and I say I'm not
bored...because I'm not, I'm lonely. A part of me is really hating this
trend I've fallen into...but at the same time, I feel liberated. And
that's always good. But I want to feel liberated...and ok with the
choices that I make. I'm not going to be sad...because that's
surrender. While it haunts me...I've become the master of putting on a
good face. Because things really are black and white...and I spend too
much time caught up in the gray. There are times where I have to pick
my head up (because nobody does it for me) and assure myself I have a
lot to offer...and dammit, I don't deserve most of the crap I put
myself through.
I need a bridge in this city of rivers
I need a bridge to run across with my face wide open
Nothing held back in my heart
It could be wide enough for two
It could be wide enough for you
I will be waiting for you
On the other side
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| Love is in the air.
And I'm strangely not phased by it.
In other news:
- I like kayaking. Just not on windy days.
- The library is good. A good place to escape.
- There's a fine line between being unique and trying too hard. I know people on either side.
- I'm glad I don't pretend to act stupid.
- There's always room for improvement. I'm improving.
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